Post-Holidays Blues

Been caught by the post-holidays blues lately.

If you have been reading my blogs, you will notice that I am my usual positive self. Well, it is normal to sometimes get caught by the blues bug and lately it is what I am feeling. I guess it is a mixed of all emotions rolled into one that I have not noticed in the past few months.

I lost a great lady in my life.  My Lola Lagring. She has stood to be my second mother since my mom got sick. She is one of my pillars of strenght and losing her is one thing I dread the most.

For one, the holidays are never the same. Yes we toured three countries in Southeast Asia and I should be thankful for it, which I am. But when you come back to reality then it starts hitting you up pretty fast. I know grief is something I am at constant struggle at and I guess it is the major reason why I am writting now a very personal blog about how I feel.

Add to that the fact that I no longer feel good working at my current job. I feel that I am at a point of nowhere already. I have already exhausted all that I can from this organization and I am getting ansty about my career. For this I decided to finally push through on seeking greener pastures. This year will be the year for a great career move one that I have been praying will finally propell the kind of career I am aiming at.

Getting bitten by the blues bug drains me out. I think too much, I am restless and I cannot focus. But of course like all things I have already learned from, I know that there is no way but to stay positive no matter what.

For this I would take one of my armors in battling the blues bug, a bottle of PUSSY RED colored nail polish. It perks me up and keeps me positive.

I'll swipe some on my nails this weekend like a warrior swipe some face paint before the war.